I’ve been MIA the past few weeks but for a very good reason. I have been focusing on my family and on more specifically on Tristan. What many of you don’t know is that we were blessed to take Tristan home with us on March 15 for 13 days. Those 13 days were the most joyous days my family has had this year. Waking up every day to my baby boy’s smile is something that I won’t ever forget but after those 13 short days we returned to our second home, the NICU.
Then on April 19th, my worst nightmare happened. My sweet baby boy gained his angel wings. Just like any other day my family and I woke up and thought that it would be a normal day. Tatiana went to school, my husband to work, and I to the hospital to be with Tristan. Never in a million years did we think that would be the day that our lives changed forever. My heart hurts for not only myself but for my daughter, my husband, and especially my son. What happened to us is not fair at all and words can’t even explain how we’re feeling and what we’re going through but deep down in my heart I know that God has a plan for our family and my baby boy is in a better place. He blessed our family and this Earth with his presence for 6 short months that went by way too fast. Tristan was truly a fighter and every day for 6 months he amazed me with how hard he fought for his life. It has definitely been a wild ride since the day that Tristan was conceived but he truly made a huge impact in everyone’s lives. I’ll never forget his beautiful eyes, our favorite song, how much he loved to watch his sister and laugh with his dad. I’ll never forget our last day together. Right now I don’t know what God’s plan is but we ask that you continue to pray for our family and celebrate Tristan’s life with us. He will never be forgotten and his life will not go unnoticed.
In honor of Tristan, I started an organization for NICU moms called Mamas of The NICU. I’ll be sharing more of what that is all about soon so be sure to follow us on Facebook and join our community if you yourself are a NICU mom. I will be focusing on Mamas of The NICU in addition to my blog. I’ll be launching a rebrand of my blog in a few short weeks but in the meantime will be getting back to blogging on ellebstyles.com and bringing fresh new content. Tristan was a fighter and would want me to be strong and continue to fight every single day so that is what I will do. I will make my angel baby proud.